In practice, everything looked dialed in. and I remember thinking, “Yeah, this one’s good to go.” Then I got to the match and people were actually watching and it was a whole different story. I saw myself fumbling a reload I’ve done a thousand times. Overthinking the target order like it was a brand-new problem and resetting my grip twice for absolutely no good reason other than my brain deciding it wanted to be involved in things it didn’t need to touch.
What was funny is nothing about the stage changed, the only difference was I wasn’t alone anymore, that’s when it clicked for me that performance under observation is its own skill. You don’t really get to simulate it by yourself, you have to learn it while it’s happening even if it’s messy at first.
So it’s not just about knowing the stage but about executing it while your brain is aware that other people are watching you try to do it right and that part takes its own reps.
What was funny is nothing about the stage changed, the only difference was I wasn’t alone anymore, that’s when it clicked for me that performance under observation is its own skill. You don’t really get to simulate it by yourself, you have to learn it while it’s happening even if it’s messy at first.
So it’s not just about knowing the stage but about executing it while your brain is aware that other people are watching you try to do it right and that part takes its own reps.